I’m Not Who I Thought I Was

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It used to be like this…

I am doing this or that..
I did this or that…
I will do this or that…
I own this or that…
I created this or that…
How will I ever be able to do this or that…

Now, there is coming an understanding…there is no I to do anything, not a separate I anyway. Nobody ever does anything on their own, never, it is all of us doing everything.

Life seems like a good word that includes all of us…Life is doing everything…

The cool thing about this clarity coming is that guilt begins to crumble, credit loses meaning and judgment is judgment of Life. So there is no need for the huge mind job of calculating, judging, weighing, figuring or worrying. The mind can find more rest now. Anne was just a figment, a concept…a product of the mind…

Life is taking care of everything, from a much broader perspective, with greater power and more understanding.  Weaving all-that-is together as One.  And the cool part is that Life takes all the desires that come from me into consideration at all times.

Still in a body, still enjoying the full experience of being here…
Now there’s not so much need for my mind, since Life doesn’t depend on it like Anne did, and an even greater respect for “I don’t know” comes forward.

Each time Life gives me understanding like this, there is a bit more freedom, more quiet, more peace…

The way to this awareness for me has been to allow Anne to be, whatever that means, and love her…

Comments

  1. Wow …. yes, Life always knows!
    Renee´s last blog post ..~ Once More ~

  2. when we make the crossover and identify with the greater knowing part of us, we experience much more grace and peace in our lives. thank you for reading Renee and much love….

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