A New Vantage Point
July 16th, 2009
As I awake from my slumber I find myself at a new awareness about money. It would have been the job of my father to teach me about many things. Trusting myself and listening to my voice within and valuing that voice would have been helpful. So, as I now awaken to my own awareness of the value of this I am also keenly aware of many times in my life when I knew better, but didn’t have the courage, or knowing or whatever to stand up for what I thought. This is nowhere more keenly felt that in the area of money. I have listened to others so I could be loved and accepted and perceived as loving, etc. all my life. Now I can easily see where I knew what would have been the best and I let somebody else decide for us and I followed like I had no head.
As you can probably tell from the tone of this post I am angry with myself about this. My sun is in Taurus and my rising sign is Capricorn. These are both signs that are good with money. I always knew how to handle money, I knew, I remember knowing, but I didn’t have the self assertion needed to speak up and be heard. It is so silly too, I let somebody, a lot of somebodies make the decisions about the money.
Well, not any more. Don’t misunderstand, I don’t really care about having a lot of things. But I do see now that life doesn’t have to be lived on the edge. There is an easy spot. I can see now that it isn’t that hard to find. I can also see that enough money has always easily flowed into my life. I just didn’t speak up about what we did with it.
I am not mad at those who took responsibility for our money. I am not even mad at my Dad who stripped me of my courage and my own right to make my life the way I want it. Well maybe I am a little mad at my Dad. But I am really mad at me. I am not afraid of anger. I know that it always is part of my growth and part of my new understanding. I see anger as the feeling of my own energy coming forth.
It is a new day for me and my family. Now I will teach my children what I didn’t teach them before, even if it is just by example at first. And I will gently and easily guide our money to a place of peace. I love this waking up stuff. I never know where it will lead me next, but it is always practical and helpful to my life right now.
I appreciate all of you who tune in here for my latest updates along my path.
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Swine Flu?
May 2nd, 2009
Children are such great teachers.
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Sharing
March 8th, 2009
“Kabbalah teaches that sharing in a way that encourages others to become beings of sharing is the highest form of giving. And it has the biggest return.“ Yehuda Berg, Daily Kabbalah Tune Up
If you stop and think about sharing you’ll notice that we all already are sharing.
We share the air we breath.
We share the earth that our bodies are made of.
We share the same Sun and Moon.
And we share physical resources, only limited by our own personal belief as to how much we can enjoy.
We share all our thoughts.
Even great thinkers who have new thoughts that haven’t been thought before share these with all of us.
We share the same source, who we are, nonphysical us.
There are two areas where we don’t share.
What we want and how we feel.
These are personal. Determined by a combination of the position of the planets when we were born, and our family of origin, and all that we as individuals have experienced.
This creates a kind of boundary.
A very natural one.
Where I follow my own feelings and my own desires.
And at the same time share freely with all of me.
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My Look at Barack Obama
January 21st, 2009
I’ve heard President Obama speak a handful of times now. Here is what I see and hear.
1. He and Michelle are an example of a loving family.
2. He and Michelle are teaching us how to work together, they call it a neighborhood.
3. He has chosen his cabinet by who is the most powerful and who is the most influential, instead of who agrees with him.
4. He is calling on each one of us to help to create our country anew.
5. He is calling us to work together to find the common ground, and build on it.
6. His ways include everyone of us.
7. He is very aware of who he is and what he has prepared himself to accomplish.
8. His focus is very intense.
9. The new hope in this country is a manifestation of the vibrational shifting we have experienced and continue to experience.
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