My Life Is About My Relationships
August 8th, 2009
My Life Is about My Relationships… You will never find yourself in a point in time when the subject of relationships is not an active part of your now experience, for everything you perceive or notice or know is because of your relationship with something else. Without a comparative experience, you would be unable to perceive or focus any kind of understanding within yourself. Therefore, it is accurate to say that without relationships you could not exist at all. —Abraham
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The Measure
August 2nd, 2009
“The measure of our enlightenment is the degree to which we are comfortable with ambiguity, contradiction, and paradox.”
Deepak Chopra
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Connected to the Energy Stream
August 1st, 2009
I get these emails every day from Abraham-Hicks.com. I highly recommend the teachings of Abraham to anyone who desires “enlightenment or to “wake up”. I especially like this one today…
“One who is connected to the Energy Stream is more powerful than a million who are not. And two who are harmoniously focused and connected to the Energy Stream brings about a co-creative endeavor that cannot be matched by anything else in all of the Universe.”
— Abraham
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Allowing, How Do I Allow This?
July 30th, 2009
“There will be a time, not so far from now, that you will look back on this phase of your life and instead of condemning it or beating up on it… Instead of blaming or guilting, you will feel appreciation for it, because you will understand that a renewed desire for life was born out of this time period that will bring you to physical heights that you could not have achieved without the contrast that gave birth to this desire.”
— Abraham
As I move along my path of enlightenment I am challenged, over and over, to allow something, everything, to just be as it is without judgment or struggle or worry. Some things are just too hard to allow to be. Or so they seem at the beginning. I know, now, that this is the only path for me, the path of acceptance and allowing so I know it is my work to find value in all that I come across.
It really doesn’t matter what I have stumbled over at this time, it only matters that I find a new way to look at “it”. And even a way to value what is. And then I will be loving unconditionally, and be free of the attachment. When I find fault in something I anchor it to me. It is only when I accept and allow and find value that I let go and enjoy the freedom that is me.
Sometimes finding a new way to view something takes some time but it is always worth it, always. Holding onto views of wrong, guilt, and bad are like tying rocks onto a birds foot. Let them go and that bird can soar.
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What Am I?
July 26th, 2009
Recently I read “True Meditation” by Adyashanti. He talks about changing identification away from ego, personality and mind. And toward the consciousness or spirit that we truly are. From this new perspective he teaches that our ego, personality and mind are extensions of us as spirit or consciousness. I have heard Abraham say we are extensions of nonphysical for a very long time, but I never quite put it together until now.
As I read the words and followed along with my attention I realized that something had happened to me. I understood, but I have understood for a long time, I knew, but even that word doesn’t really reach all the way around my experience. I moved to a new place within myself. It was not so obvious at the time. Now that several days have passed I am amazed at the nature of the change for me.
Some examples are, I was talking to Ken this morning, going on and on about something I was thinking of. And I had the thought that I have had many times, “I am talking a lot”. Usually I follow this with another thought like, that’s ok or I’d rather not talk so much, or wow a lot of talking. But today I followed up with, that’s just my personality. I love to dance, and I wanted to go dancing with Ken last night. Instead of my normal thinking about this, which is sometimes wondering if that is going to be good for me. I thought, that is just part of my personality. When I watch others I see the difference between their mind or their personality and who they are.
I have given up all exclusion, all is me, some parts are extensions of me for the purpose of experienceing here. I also realize that spirit enjoys every touch of life that goes on here. If I start to feel afraid of something I no longer need to consciously find a better feeling thought, now I just immediately know that I am wonderfully whole and well and safe. How could I not be. This puts my mind at rest.
I am thankful to Adyashanti, this is the first book of his I have read. I have been doing my own work and staying on my own path. But somehow the consciousness that I am put me in touch with the words that moved me from here to there.
I feel a freedom from care, concern and worry for myself and others that I have not understood or experienced before. Also, others, when I look in their eyes I know who they are and their personality, ego and mind are secondary. Just extensions. Valuable extensions.
I have been waiting in a place of not knowing what is next for a while now. I am thankful for this shift of identification and for my beautiful friend Adyashanti.
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Living In My Body
July 23rd, 2009
After all is said and done, after all the ideas and questions and wondering and feeling, who are we? Really, who am I? Who are you? We are consciousness. And where does that consciousness reside? Where does it not reside? It resides everywhere. In every leaf, in every eye, in every drop of rain.
As I look around on other blogs on the subject of spirituality there is a lot of sharing of ideas about spirituality and about who we are and even about consciousness. As much as I love the writers and their words, that’s not where I find consciousness. I find it in my body. Not in my mind. My mind has helped me and continues to help me. I couldn’t be here without my mind. It does an untold number of tasks, some in the background and some that I am aware of. But, it isn’t where I find consciousness. My mind has helped me to uncover and understand and untangle. It is my very good friend. It is not where I find consciousness.
I find counciousness in my body. That is where I reside. That is where I wait for the unknown to become known. I thought it was in my mind. But, it’s not. It’s in my body. I live in my body. How amazing this realization is for me. And how much I am loved and love. How much is all that I desire and love moving toward me, now. I just Am. Here. Now.
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August Rush—Movie Review
July 19th, 2009
August Rush is the name of the movie I saw at home last night on DVD. This was a truly great movie. It is about a little boy in an orphanage who can hear music. And about his quest to find his parents. It is a beautiful story of desire, following you own voice and getting what you want. I’d love to hear what you think.
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An Empty Place
July 18th, 2009
An empty place….Quiet
Shhhhh…listen.
No more words.
Wait for the One.
That which never fails.
Great are the victories.
Gentle are the caresses.
Wait and know.
Empty and refresh.
Surrender and have all.
Shhhhh……no more struggle.
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A New Vantage Point
July 16th, 2009
As I awake from my slumber I find myself at a new awareness about money. It would have been the job of my father to teach me about many things. Trusting myself and listening to my voice within and valuing that voice would have been helpful. So, as I now awaken to my own awareness of the value of this I am also keenly aware of many times in my life when I knew better, but didn’t have the courage, or knowing or whatever to stand up for what I thought. This is nowhere more keenly felt that in the area of money. I have listened to others so I could be loved and accepted and perceived as loving, etc. all my life. Now I can easily see where I knew what would have been the best and I let somebody else decide for us and I followed like I had no head.
As you can probably tell from the tone of this post I am angry with myself about this. My sun is in Taurus and my rising sign is Capricorn. These are both signs that are good with money. I always knew how to handle money, I knew, I remember knowing, but I didn’t have the self assertion needed to speak up and be heard. It is so silly too, I let somebody, a lot of somebodies make the decisions about the money.
Well, not any more. Don’t misunderstand, I don’t really care about having a lot of things. But I do see now that life doesn’t have to be lived on the edge. There is an easy spot. I can see now that it isn’t that hard to find. I can also see that enough money has always easily flowed into my life. I just didn’t speak up about what we did with it.
I am not mad at those who took responsibility for our money. I am not even mad at my Dad who stripped me of my courage and my own right to make my life the way I want it. Well maybe I am a little mad at my Dad. But I am really mad at me. I am not afraid of anger. I know that it always is part of my growth and part of my new understanding. I see anger as the feeling of my own energy coming forth.
It is a new day for me and my family. Now I will teach my children what I didn’t teach them before, even if it is just by example at first. And I will gently and easily guide our money to a place of peace. I love this waking up stuff. I never know where it will lead me next, but it is always practical and helpful to my life right now.
I appreciate all of you who tune in here for my latest updates along my path.
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Jesus, Who Were You?
July 15th, 2009
When I was first stirred to find out about this God I didn’t know, (over 30 years ago now) I went to the Christian Church looking for answers. I spent six and a half years in two different Churches. I was just as serious about it as I am now so I read, studied and memorized the New and Old testaments on a daily basis.
I haven’t forgotten this first love of Jesus. And I think a lot about who he was, why he was here and why he did the things he did.
Imagine the power of having your mother and father believe that you are the one sent from God. And they believe it so strongly because an angel came to them before you were born with this information. All your life you were told that you are the Messiah, the God/Man, the One. Your parents believed it so much that you had no choice but to believe it. You test it and find that the All That Is does respond to you and support you. And your experience of yourself tells you the angel was right. Then you come to realize that every man/woman is exactly the same as you, only they don’t know it.
You feel this powerful love with you always and how can you come to any conclusion except to follow the incredible desire to share what you know. When you look at another you see the truth of their being, not intellectually, but experientially, as you have experienced the truth of your own being. You are still a human being, following this powerful, blinding love. You live in the now, you trust and allow the power that pulses through you and you allow it to be, right here on the earth as only a human being can.
I think Jesus was a very joyful person. And what an impact he had on this place, even after 2000+ years, we continue to have you as one of our most powerful and beautiful examples of who we are. Thank you for being you, I love you still.
This post is an excerpt from my book, The Path of Enlightenment
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